I hope everything works out for you, you will find your soul mate, no worries...I myself eat only fruit, vegetables, fish, and chicken-- all organic and free-range...and when I get very hungry- I'll have a half of Watermelon as I am eating one right now....
Believe me, I sometimes ask myself why is life so difficult and all the reoccurring hardships that one goes through, is there an ultimate lesson....be glad that you get depressed b/c anyone who is smart will think and ponder and people that I know that are happy constantly are pretty dumb so the question would be - would you rather be unhappy sometimes and smart or be happy and dumb
Just an observation from a 37 year old....lol