IM 55 been there my friend felt just like you do now. I think the girl thing was the worst,embarrasing when you tried to talk to one or get the courage up to try to ask her out only to have her tell you ya need a bath or you stink. I met a girl at 22 who I didn't seem to offend and actually liked me. We been married 34 years and to this day she still says she don't smell anything bad even though others did. It will happen just be yourself or as close as you can be even though we are cursed seems like, we can still have some sort of lives.