Re: One day at a time

At work I will try not to think about ending it..Ill try to ignore the questions and the stares I always get.

Are the questions you get from friends or from strangers? I used to have Acne like that in grade 9, and was self-conscious about it, but no one ever commented on it except for friends that I would talk with about it. Maybe because you are so down, you think that people are staring because that is what you dislike about yourself. I think people that have what they consider faults in personality or physical appearance think that others are honing in on those faults. I watched an oprah show many years ago where people were given a big fake scar on their faces with makeup and then went to a job interview to report if they are treated any different from interviews they had had in the past. They reported that during the interview they said the the person interviewing them kept staring at their scar. But the catch was that they had had the scar removed during the makeup session without their knowledge, so they were just imagining the interviewer staring at the scar.

I really hope that life improves for you. I felt as you did at x-mas and was wondering if I would ever get out of the rut. But I have made improvements once again. I didn't take Iodine for a month and then tried 4 drops. Still got my detox symptoms, but said screw this, went for 100mg and I didn't get the Iodine headache. I have done this 3 times and skipping a day or two inbetween. I still get the pulse in my head and some Depression in the mornings, but I activate a couple of drops of mms and it seems to counteract those symptoms. And the skin on my faith has a glow, the pores are shrunken, and Iodine seems to plump up my skin so that my wrinkles fade. I was getting the zits on my neck, shoulders, and chest, but it has greatly diminished...just a couple now which go away in a few days. I have actually been craving iodine lately...go figure.

If there can be light at the end of the tunnel for me with this therapy when I thought I would never lose that iodine headache, I think it can happen for you too. It is just that the detox is so HARD for many!!!To perservere through it takes guts and determination in some cases, especially when it screws with emotions also. I am hoping you succeed in reaching the good health that you deserve.