So like everyday this week I've dreamt I was pregnant or something.

- Never been pregnant
- Don't want to be pregnant
- Not possible to even happen considering I'm not with anyone and that won't be changing either.

I've googled dreams and most things came up saying a baby means a "change"... Nope, no changes either other than the dog we've had since she was a puppy, now about 14 years having to be put to sleep. We saw it coming and I'm sure that's not where the connection is.

I can't really remember anything else. Other than they're vivid and make no sense, tons of stupid thing going on at once. Like channel surfing and you're in everything. The pregnant/baby thing has stood out though in every dream and I always wake up after the baby thing comes up in the dream or I figure I'm pregnant.

Last night's dream hit on something. Some religious character/guy on a show I watch LOL was accusing me of going to a church to get a baby for HIM. (Totally irrelevant to his character on the show even) Something about it being white, but the white wasn't in reference to the skin color (I'm white) er hope that wasn't in reference to a white light and I"m going to die. lol. I think or um hope? that the white just symbolized their innocence?

Then the big thing in that dream was the baby I wanted was for ME but was too embarrassed to tell him that so I let him think that. (That happens a lot in real life, I don't open up to people so I let them believe what they want, it works for me) and I thought maybe I wanted it for myself cause I feel lonley? (Eh, no more lonley than I usually feel..No, not depressed) But then again, I was also at some weird party and got in a fight with someone over a band I don't even listen to but apparently pretended to in the dream. LOL (I might go to a concert next month just for fun, not a band I really care about)

Ummm I watch General Hospital, it's a soap and the current storylines for like the past month have a few people were pregnant and there's still a question on if anyone else is. lol. (lol - defective condom storyline) That's the only other connection I can make. Although again, I'm not even sleeping with anyone.


what the hell.