Bob and MTNNDEWW

Thank you for your advice. I haven't gotten rid of him yet. Only because all my life I've been running from relationships. I'm never strong enough to handle the ups and downs. It's easier for me to make an excuse and run. Well, I feel like I don't want to run anymore. I want to be a strong women. I tend to lose myself in relationships and be a victim. For once, I want to stand up for myself and be me and not run out. Do you know what I mean? This is NOT an excuse to stay in this relationship but I want to learn from it and become a stronger person by dealing with it. Like I said, it's not hard for me to turn my back from it cause that's what I always do when the tough gets going. I don't want to be weak anymore, for once I want to go through the storm no matter what the outcome. Even though this person might not be the "one" for me, why not experience it. What do you guys think???