if you cannot say "i am" then what are you? who are you? additionally, what do i have to do with that? those things are up to you.
are you so silly as to think a person cannot have an experience and then situations change and you have another experience, and another. didnt the scripture say that if you give up these things you will have them again in this world and a reward in the next? i have followed jesus. where does that put me now? in ignorance? unable to do more? in need of going back to kindergarten? why would you gauge yourself against any man? and why would you question the word of the lord no matter where you heard it? and if you hear the word of the lord and dont recognize it, then why not?