Thanks! I needed to hear/read that and your determination and self control are truely inspiring! Most peoplw would have gave up and had a pity party for themselves for the rest of their lives (like my poor MIL) but you did not do that. We all feel discouraged and find the IP hard at times but thanks for being "real" and letting us see the other side so we don't feel like we're all alone! Some of us out there are alone in this(as far as family and friends) so its nice to see that we are in it together "here". Sending you my prayers/healing thoughts!