swarmy
Hi all
I have been lurking on this forum for a while now, well over a year..
I want to try and keep this as brief as possible. I have a dilema regarding what to do with my health issues. I have now for best part of 2 decades suffered from OCD and Depression, i am 35 now.
I have
Depression which manifests itself with constant suicidal thoughts and urges and serious obbesions that shift from hour to hour. I also get severe anger and raqe spurts that i know are irrational but i never let anyone see it apart from when i play soccer.
I also started to suffer from serious auto immune condition about 3 years ago, serious light sensitivity on face and also chemically sensitivity when i was withdrawing from meds, whether they were the cause of this one will never know.
The thing is I have tried lots of different approaches to regaining some mental stability but i am so sensitive to everything that it generally tips me over the edge, like 2 years ago when I ended up in a psych ward for the 4th time.
I have 12
Amalgams but the holistic dentisits won't touch me because they are afraid I will crash. Recently i had a splint made and after wearing it for 1hr it opened me up so much i thought i was going to jump out the window for 3 weeks after.
So my dilema is that i need to get some stability before i remove the real source of the problem the metals, i have read alot about thyroid and how it can cause the symptoms i am currently experiencing. I don't want to use
Iodine yet because of the chelating of metals at present. I did try it on a few occassions and it sent me nuts.
I had my free t3,t4,tsh and tgab and tbo tested as well which they say came back normal but i also know that this can be erroneous.
If i have thyroid problems i was wondering whether this could be caused by the adrenals. My ability to deal with any stress is non existant.
Sorry for the long post .
pete