Blame will never serve you V.

You didnt understand how Iodine worked for me.And it was not only in a chemical way .

I will quote a ''lie'' from Osho

''Gurdjieff worked with a certain group on some deep, irrational methods. He was working with a
group of seekers and using a particular irrational method. He used to call it a Stop Exercise. For
example, you would be with him and suddenly he would say, ”Stop!” Then everyone had to stop
as he is – totally stop. If the hand was in a certain place, the hand must stop there. If the eyes
were open, they would have to remain open; if the mouth was open – you were just about to say
something – the mouth would have to remain as it was. No movement!
Seekers were practicing this Stop Exercise continually for one month. One day Gurdjieff was in his
tent and three seekers were walking through a dry canal that was on the grounds. It was a dry canal;
no water was flowing in it. Suddenly, from his tent, Gurdjieff cried, ”Stop!” Everyone on the bank
of the canal stopped. The three who were in the canal also stopped. It was dry, so there was no
problem.
Then suddenly there was an onrush of water. Someone had opened the water supply and water
rushed into the canal. When it had come up to the necks of the three, one of them jumped out of the
canal thinking, ”Gurdjieff does not know what is happening. He is in his tent and he is unaware of
the fact that water has come into the canal.” The man thought, ”I must jump out. Now it is irrational
to be here,” and he jumped out.
The other two remained in the canal as the water became higher and higher. Finally it reached their
noses and the second man thought, ”This is the limit! I have not come here to die. I have come here
to know eternal life, not to lose this one,” and he jumped out of the canal.
The third man remained. The same problem faced him, too, but he decided to remain because
Gurdjieff had said that this was an irrational exercise and if it was done with reason, the whole thing
would be destroyed. He thought, ”Okay, I accept death, but I cannot stop this exercise,” and he
remained there.
Now water was flowing above his head. Gurdjieff jumped out of his tent and into the canal and
brought him out.
He was just on the verge of death. But when he revived, he was a transformed
man. He was not the same one who was standing and doing the exercise; he was transformed
totally. He had known something; he had taken the jump.