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Hi Wen,
I read your message but didn't have enough time to post last night before it was deleted.
Was important enough for me to post even though message is gone.
If I remember correctly I have a similiar issue my whole life. I personally combine Pranic Healing with what I do here. Much of what we do here is actually extremely similiar and very related.
Anyhow, this book should help you. I've never found a more advanced person who can perform miracles and a more advanced practice.
http://www.amazon.com/Practical-Psychic-Self-Defense-Office/dp/9719110651/ref...
Essentially, you learn how to shield yourself from others. Personally, I'm a mental person who can't stop thinking, lol. Whenever someone negative approaches or someone tries to put a lot of garbage on me, my mind tends to shift into unpleasant thoughts. Has gone on so long that it starts to manifest as physical illness and can weaken aura making susceptible to others.
hope this helps