..and see, the thing is... I need to seem OK (not anxious, spazzy, feeling lousy) in the upcoming weeks as I go home for spring break. I CANNOT be in full out detox and looking like hell or I am going to sabotage my whole healing when my parents see me.

I think that I'll just stick to a few cups juice, the raw and live food, skin brushing, exercise, water, and the intestinal formulas for now... anything more and I'm afraid I'm going to bring upon the panic and crap again.. which cannot happen.

It sounds like what you're experiencing (with the itching all over, anxiety, waking up at night, etc) is the chemical release from the parasites as they die and are broken down in the digestive tract.

Most attribute this only to ammonia, but there are many other chemicals at play.

Bentonite clay and activated charcoal internally will give you substantial relief, as both will draw toxins from your bloodstream into themselves (in your digestive tract).

Whenever we juice fast (or water fast), the energy the body would use for digestion is then commonly 'switched over' and the body uses it to start detoxifying itself. But that would be a full array of toxins that have been stored in the tissue, and wouldn't necessarily correlate to the release of critters and the toxins being released as their dead bodies are broken down in the digestive tract.

Since the liver does 'liver maintenance' in the late evening and early morning (dumping dead liver flukes definitely qualifies as 'maintenance', and that's what your symptoms are the strongest...then 'logic dictates' this is what you're experiencing.

Suggestions? Yes, of course :::grin:::

I don't know 'where you are' with adding charcoal to the IF#1, but I think you should start adding at least a teaspoon to each of the 5 doses...possibly more with the last dose at night.

Before going to bed, have a tablespoon of ashwaganda (for your adrenals and 'calming', and if you can swing it, order a bottle of Lady's Slipper tincture. 2 teaspoons of Lady's Slipper will induce a VERY deep sound sleep...as well as strongly relieving anxiety.

Then mix up a strong charcoal slurry to have 'at bedside' (the charcoal will sink in the glass, so be sure to stir it every time you sip it; a straw is good for stirring and for sipping), so if/when you wake up, you can 'stress dose' with the charcoal. A "strong" slurry would be 1 Tablespoon of charcoal in 8-12 oz of water or juice.

Make SURE you are drinking PLENTY of water.

Of course, tap on it before going to sleep :)

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If spring-break is in a 'couple three weeks', I suggest continuing to be as aggressive as you can handle. It's very likely that at least 3/4 of the battle can be won in that amount of time. The more you kill & release now, the less there will be to die/expel when you go home.

You might want to consider continuing to 'hit 'em hard' and then doing a Liver Flush in about a week (to force out the dead bodies). The dead bodies that the liver can't 'get out' are just laying in there 'doing their thing'; a flush after another week might be 'just the ticket'.

You've likely had parasites & flukes for a very long time. When you weren't killing them (and they weren't coming out into your digestive tract), you weren't experiencing this.

Hence, if you stop killing them a few days/week before you go home, what is left (if any) will stop coming out, and the night-time 'liver maintenance' won't include the purging of dead carcasses.

It's not going to 'set you back' to take a break from all the killing & purging.

You're doing GREAT! I know how rough this is, but "the only way out, is through". I know you know that, but I want to assure you that the light at the end of the tunnel IS there, and I don't discern that you will harm yourself from 'taking a break' when you go home.

Healthiest of blessings,

Uny