Wow and good for you!
Sometimes we inadvertantly do things to our body and the people around us without really understanding what is going on. Very happy to hear that YOU are ready to get your life back. Believe me, sometimes I felt as if I was soo far gone I wasn't sure what I wanted back out of my life. I am on my 2nd day of a 30 day juice fast and suprisingly enough don't feel soo bad. I think what is really keeping me going is that I need to detox bad, I need weight loss, and SPITE! I have found little or no support from friends, so this is my "In your face". Trust in yourself, because really in the end....you have to live with you. Good Luck!