i hear wat ur saying but i dunno whenever i read this kind ofs tuff it makes me fee l like it was so much worse then it actually was its kinda scary i guess.. becuz hey im like 16 yrs old and i have enuff friends but maybe im not being heard, maybe im not as comfortable with telling them things as i think... i mean only two friends knwo about it and idid talk about it with one friend alot only when it was really bad, but sometimes i do feel that way... like i listen to everyones crapo and stuff and then there;’s no place for me to talk about how ifeel. i dunno ur thing reaally made me think
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Israel is the biggest welfare country in the world. They sap the USA’s resources. If the situation was reversed; I’d hate to see the interest rate Israel would charge. Israel trades lives for land; even their own. I would not be suprised if the Fanatic Party in Israel, would not stage attacks just to jutify taking land. Just ask any Philistine; I’m sorry, the Jews wiped out every man, woman and child, after living among them for a 1000 years; a land grab. If I were a Jew, I would have to whine and cry all day. No one has suffered like the Jews? In the 1000 years of the dark ages, only ...
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hey- i have a few friends who struggle with eating disorders and last year i wrote this for one of them.. s’kinda corny but ;) deal wit it the misery of waiting lies crumbling within tasting every breath counted as a sin momentarily awaiting for the evil thats adourned in brigth smells and colors really calories to burn that world is so much bigger then all who look in are aware not just contaning those who lay famished and gaunt but any friend who decides to care ask one stupid question scream because i cry i know u think ur on ur side hows that if ur trying to di ...
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yea joshua, while wat u say makes a lotta sense, it was a lil different for me. i cut for about four months and thank G-d i was able to get out of it. but what you said on the bottom, about focusing on the eternal pain- for me i think it was more about being able to LOOK at my pain and look at my hurting. i understand now about the whole endorphin stuff but i didnt know about that until i had even stopped. not only was it numbing but it was alot about instant and very momentary understanding of why i was hurting, and the scars reminded me of that . i guess what kind of got me out of it wa ...
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