fifty sence, you will grow up one day, and understand the real world. when you are in pain 24/7, maybe then you will understand!!!   [End]
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i was a patient all my life, not any more!!!   [End]
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thank you so much for your responce, i have talked to an attorney, but it went now where, it makes me sick. my mother has been so sick the past eight months since dad died. long story, but thank you for being on my side. we have been under choro. care for many years. but not any more!!! i wont let them touch me again, my mother either. please stay in touch, and give me courage to do what is right!! thanks hun, i really need your support. you see, i am ill myself. so all the prayers you can send my way, would be great, i am printing out all of the posts i am getting, maybe that will help!! ...
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hi jp, thanks for responding. email me any time. i always thought it was just me, but i have talked to others, it is amazing. it still happens. some of us are just more sensative to the other side. people ask me, how do i know so much about heaven, i say, i just do. i wont say much here, because i dont want a debate. not looking for a fight. we all have our own opinions. i saw my dad yesterday, he passed away last december, he looked much younger, and was smiling and laughing. i told my mom that he was very happy, and doing great. my daughter will be dead 11 years on the 19th, i also see ...
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joanna, very true, he would have hated the radiation and all of that crap. he probably would not have done it. i feel the same way, if i was terminal, i dont think i would do it either. no, your not sounding mean.   [End]
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angela, you are very welcome hun, i am also in many different groups, i know what you mean about keeping up,lol. we just have to take every day as it comes. and, the important thing is, we should not feel guilty. i have that problem. i change plans very often, and feel so bad for doing it. but, i realize i have an illness, and i just do what i can. hang in there, you will learn to live with it. we all need all of the support we can get. god bless, cloe   [End]
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i also have low blood pressure, makes me feel tired all of the time, and dizzy. i dont really have any advice, as i dont really know what to do. actually, when i get stressed out, which is often, my blood pressure really zooms down. i have also had the nurse take it 3 times, not believing how low it is. i have been told that low pressure is worse than high blood preassure, in the way it makes you feel. good luck to us all!!! god bless, cloe   [End]
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thank you so much for sharing your story. finally, i dont feel alone. you have been through a lot. also, md’s change thier records. i have seen it done many times. they all cover each other’s butts. to bad people have to suffer and die from negligence. i wont give up, i have just started. thank you again!!! god bless, cloe   [End]
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oh my god, get off the effexor. i took it for 3 days in 1997, it caused me to have a breakdown, which put me in the hospital for a few days. i was very suicidal. that stuff is very dangerous. it took me 2 years to get over that. i totally flipped out. any time you take meds and it makes you that sick, get off it. i am bipolar, and have taken many meds for it. lithium, and depakote also made me very sick, and i ended up in the hospital. i have been taking prozac for 6 years now, it seems to work ok, but i still have a lot of anxiety. i would talk to the doc. right away, and try something d ...
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i have mentioned to a few people over the years that i thought i was molested as a child. almost anyone i have mentioned it to say they feel the same way. is there that much abuse going on?? my daughter was molested by her father at 4 years old, she kept it inside for 10 years, then it came out in therapy. she went through hell. nightmares, sickness, wanting to die. i had no clue what was wrong with her. then she told me, oh man, did she fall apart. she has passed away since, but her dad is still alive. i wish on many days that he would die. its hard not to just get a gun and shoot the b ...
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oh peggy, your story breaks my heart. i also feel that i was molested at a young age, possibly by my dad. me and my sister where always uncomfortable around him. the terrible thing is that he passed away suddenly this past dec,2003. mom and dad where married for 54 years. me and my sister have both wondered if something happened to us as kids. so now, i miss him so much. i feel so guilty for even thinking that way for most of my life. now, i am very confused. maybe i will never know. i am on my 3rd marriage, and not very interested in sex. deep down inside it seems nasty to me. my sister ...
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i am also in my 40’s, and realizing many things. one of those things is, i want to be happy!!! i am so sorry about your very difficult situation. that is horrible. i have also had many negative things happen to me in my life. we do have to get the anger, shame, guilt,and pain out. if that means talking to others, having therapy, screaming, crying, all of this is acceptable. we have to stick together, and get through. i am here anytime. you need to vent, and thats very good therapy, believe me, i vent often. i am now starting to heal. very slow process, but i am determined to be happy, f ...
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janaki, you are very welcome. if you would like to talk, anytime, please e-mail me. god bless, cloe JEGCL3@AOL.COM   [End]
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very interesting, i have had many out of body ex., it is scary at first, but, you learn to live with it. i remember as a child, laying in bed, trying to go to sleep, and the bed would actually move around, from side to side, and up and down. i know it was in my head, because i could sit up and it would stop. i have also experienced, getting up out of bed and seeing my self laying there. i could actually feel the cool floor on my feet as i walked around the house. when i got back to the bed, there i was. wow, it is something!!!! i was almost killed in 1993, i have a very strong faith in go ...
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thank you for the info, if you will read my other posts about my dad, i would like your opinion on what to do. i feel that this doctor was negligent. our whole family loved this man, he was wonderful. but, dad is dead. please read my posts, i respect your opinion. i am so in turmoil about my dads death right now.   [End]
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you are so right!!! if we all took very good care of our bodies, the doctors would go bankrupt,also the drug companies. wow, what a thought,lol. they load us up with drugs, then give us another drug to stop the side affects of the first drug, and so on. i know many people that take tons of drugs every day. most of them are counteracting the other drugs. wow, no wonder our doctors are rich!!!!! we spend every penny on drugs that kill. every drug has a side effect. i am talking from expereince. i suffer from bipolar, fibromyalgia, asthma, and many other illnesses. so, i am taking some o ...
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if we put all of the stuff in our bodies that we where told to, we would all be dead. eating food from the grocery store is bad enough. chock full of dyes, and preservatives. eating out is even worse. my remedy, grow your own organic garden, using vinegar water as your only pesticide. get your meat from a local farm, that is fresh. get milk for a cow on that farm. i know we all dont have access to this, but, thats what i am working on, already feeling better. even my fibromyalgia is better. getting rid of all of the impurities naturally. like our parents always said, eat right, get plent ...
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you must be a very young person. my mother had a stroke right there on the table. after her adjustment. the doc. said, i am so sorry!!!!! the doc knew that she screwed up, but my mother being the good person she is, did not sue this chiro. instead she spent a week in the hospital. she has never been the same. so dont say it cant happen, it did. if you would like more insight, just read my posts, please, cloe ps, this doc. had been in practice for many years,not a new comer to the field.   [End]
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there are many different kinds of adjustments. from head twisting, to using a tool down your spine. i have had many types in my years. it just depends on what the doc. is comfortable with.   [End]
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sometimes nerves get pinched during an adjustment. then what??? you are in big trouble, thats what. i have had bad adjusments myself, and have been to many chiros. i have also had some relief. it just depends on the doc. just like some medical docs are quacks, i have gone to them also. we just have to be careful. we need to do research on these doctors. by the way, its very hard to sue a doctor. not many attorneys will touch it. docs get away with murder, literally. they cover each others asses. im sure some of you have expereinced this. over 98 thousand people die each year, just fr ...
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many nerve endings are connected to your spine, which in turn are connected to your organs. when a chiro, reads your spine, he can tell if there is a problem. well, supposedly.!!!! my mother had a stroke many years ago from an incorrect adjusment. the doc. was talking to someone while doing the adjustment, and slipped up. then her and my dad changed docs. well this one just killed my dad, just read my posts and you will understand. i have convinced my mother not to go to any more chiropractors. i dont want to loose her too. i am in less pain now from not going to a chiro. god bless, cloe
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the whole thing about going to the chiro, every month, supposedly is to keep the body healthy. thats what thats all about. well, i have tried many over the years. my fibromyalgia does better without an adjustment. when i was getting adjustments i could barely waik, was in constant pain. i havent been to a chiro now for a couple of years. i feel much better, yes i have pain, but am able to do just about anything i want to. also, with the arthritis doc, i was getting steriod shots in my back and hips for a while. well, not any more. i dont take pain meds. now i exercise and do light stretch ...
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i agree, your husband should be on your side, he should be supporting you. it makes me wonder what kind of husband he is. therapy could help, with the right therapist. i still dont understand where your husband is coming from. he sounds very selfish to me. if my husband didnt support me, i would tell him to go to hell, and get out. you dont need a husband like that. for better or for worse, does he remember saying that??? i would be thinking seriously about this marriage. i had 2 marriages that had no support. well, i am now on my third, and my husband is a gem. he will stand by my side, ...
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oh honey, she needs to report this. she also needs your support. she cant go on with this guilt and shame. it wont go away. please, try to get her to tell someone that can help. this is not going away!!!! tell her you will go with her to report this. try to talk to a woman. some men dont understand this type thing. some men think its ok!!! ill be praying for you guys, cloe   [End]
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you are right, hitting is hitting, and not allowed. can you move in with a friend or relative. if she cant control herself, you need to get out of there. you are of legal age to move. please get to safety!!!!! she has very deep issues if she is beating on you. god bless, cloe   [End]
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j, find a safe place to go and get away from those brutes. yes they are your parents, but they have no right to abuse you. no right at all. i have no sympothy for abusers. please, get out of there. you dont deserve to be beaten. please get away from those dysfunctional people. im praying for you hun, you need a lot of strengh right now, cloe   [End]
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ran, i agree with you!!! at 13 years old, the boy is not a little kid any more. some people seem to be blowing it off like its nothing. well, it is something. god bless, cloe   [End]
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something to think about, what if she did not tell????? that could have happened. what if this went on for many years???? thank god she said something. i feel that your son is old enough to know better. yes, his hormones are raging, but, this is his little sis. she is only 4 years old. she is a baby. thats just not something that goes on between siblings. it makes me wonder if he has tried this with anyone else. im sorry, im not trying to be harsh, but lets get real here. many people are saying, oh just let it go. well, thats up to you. its very perverse. if he was 7 or 8 years old, ...
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there is no simple answer, but i will tell you one thing, she will not forget. even if she forgets who it was, she will always know something is not right. she will feel shame and maybe never talk about it. now is the time to nip this in the bud, for all of your sakes. dont just let it go. there are to many of us out there, that where just let go of many years ago. we still live with the shame. i still feel that making love is nasty, i cant believe i just said. but, truthfully, thats how i feel. something happened to me. not sure what, but something. i do make love to my husband, and d ...
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thank you for your support hun. thats very sweet of you. we have all made mistakes in our lives. i asked my mother in law the other day, how she handles all thats put upon her, which is a lot, she is 75. she said, i have 2 words,( let go) i said, ok, i have been told that before, but this time i am really trying it. she is a wonderful christain woman who puts up with so much crap. i feel so bad for her. but, i am trying now to let go!!!!! we all deserve a second chance, and god is very forgiving. im praying hard for you to have a baby, it will happen. you will be very good parents, let me ...
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paul, you are a fantastic guy, thank god for men like you. give her time, she will share with you. she feels a lot of shame right now. maybe find a mutual friend that you can both trust, preferably an adult. she does need to talk about it, she just feels very guilty right now. try to do fun things together. she needs your support, and i know its very hard on you at times. make her laugh, very good medicine. hang in there hun, you are the best!!!!! god bless, cloe   [End]
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no one ever deserves to be abused in any way. i want all of you to remember that. i have been in a few abusive realationships in my time, and at the time, i was so brainwashed, i thought it was my fault. you dont have to go to the party. you dont have to face them. i have decided, if im not comfortable,im not going, to hell with them. sorry for being so blunt. stop beating yourself up about this. you did not deserve it, no matter what you did. you are so much better than them. its time to get the self esteem back. its time to vent, get angry, cry, feel the emotions. just get it out. i ...
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you are a very brave person for talking about your experience. dont beat yourself up about it. you might try counseling. it seems many times that those who have been aabused, abuse others. i know you didnt want to do it. please, dont feel guilty. my daughter was molested by her own father when she was 4. we where separated, on the way to a divorce at the time. when she was 14, and we where in counseling, she finally told it. wow, she just fell apart. she was having major deppresion, and could not even go to school, i had her homebound for 2 years. she felt to much guilt and shame. the ...
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i am praying for you and all that are in pain and suffering. i do feel that us in pain are actually the lucky ones. we see things in a different light. we thank god, because things could be worse. this is what i talk about to people with major problems. everything is a learning experience, even if its painfull and sad. so yes, i am saying that these terrible things can be a blessing. just think, if my daughter had not been murdered, how could i help others going through the same grief. god knows what he is doing. i miss amber so so much its almost unbearable, but i do know that one day ...
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very good very good, it is true, god opens many doors every day, but many people just dont see. some people that i know will sit there and complain about whatever ( for instance, say money) ok, they work 40 hours a week, i tell them to babysit on the weekends, cut peoples grass, there are so many things to do to make that extra money. ok, what i have heard many times is, ( oh, i already work 40 hours per week, i want my weekends off) so i say, well stop complaining, god put things right in front of your face, and you turn away. many people think they can sit on thier keesters and have ev ...
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you could be bipolar like me. i have been so low i just didnt care and cound not do anything. i have been so high on life, that i have done stupid things. see a doctor. i have rapid cycling biopolar, so my mood changes from hour to hour. i keep my faith in god strong, i have to or i would not make it. i have been suicidal most of my life. please see a good doctor, tell them all about how you feel. life is meant to be lived, you will find a way, i promise!!!!! god bless, cloe   [End]
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i do agree about weed, it calms me down and makes me relax, i have taken all of the drugs for bipolar. i dont do it every day, just sometimes. thats the only thing that seems to work. i wish it where legal. so far, its the only thing that stabolizes me. god bless   [End]
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i am bipolar, and have tired many meds, lithium and depekote where the worst. ended up very sick in the hospital. they also ruin your liver and kidneys. i know take prozac, but will be changing soon. it does not help the anxiety. i have rapid cycling bipolar, which means my moods swing from hour to hour. most days are very hard, i try to fight against it. i have done a lot of reasearch on the subject,and havent come up with the perfect remedy. i am now doing some cleansing, and keeping my faith in god strong. many people are afraid of people like us, but i have a very happy marriage,and ...
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hi there, i do have manic depp. and have cut myself before when feeling very down. i also know others that have done this. from what i have gathered, it seems to realese tha pain inside. i know its a strange way of handling pain, but i have been there a few times in my life. i am now 45 years old,and the last time i cut my wrist was 4 years ago. i did not cut into a vein, i was very careful. i have never tod anyone this. my husband is the only one thats knows and he was there. i once knew a young man of 20 who had scares all over his arms, from cutting with a razor blade. it all stemm ...
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thank you for the info, i will be checking with my doctor about changing meds. the prozac really does not help the anxiety attacks, and i get many. god bless, cloe   [End]
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i loved your post!!! isnt it funny how god works, and the more people we tell, the more people understand. knowing god and his works is not a hard thing. i talk to people every day about god and his miracles. if you really pay attention,you will see god work all of the time. wow, i love it !!!!! god bless, cloe   [End]
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i just wanted to say, good morning everyone !!! its a beautiful day. lets all try to forgive the people we have bad feelings against. i will be honest, this will be very hard for me. i work on this every day. today, is the first day to the rest of our lives. i pray, for all of us to have the strengh to forgive today. god bless, cloe   [End]
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angel, you are very welcome hun. if i can be of any help, please e-mail me any time. one day at a time, that is the way to do it. dont beat yourself up about it either. it is an illness, if people dont understand, oh well!! you are a very important person, always remember that. you can help others!!! god is always there for us, even when no one else is. keep the faith. god bless, cloe   [End]
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wow, your story sounds like mine!!!! isnt it nice that we are not nuts,lol. you will learn to live with it, i have. i thought i was crazy for a long time also, and so did everyone else. the worst thing that was said to me, was that i was lazy!!!! ( lazy hell) i used to be very active!! i have learned over the years that other peoples opinions dont count much. i know who i am, and i know that i am a good person. we do have to stay positive. by talking to people about this illness, many have found out that they have it. it is a relief of some sorts, just knowing. now, i try to help ot ...
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i finally went to an arthritis doctor and a neauroligist. they both did tests, and told me for sure thats what it was. i have done everything from steroid shots to chiropractors. as far as symptoms, wow, the list is long. you seem to have many symptoms. possibly tmj to lower back pain to stomach upset to numbness. it moves around you body. fibro, is very hard to detect, and very hard to get used to. a support group is a wonderful thing. i bet your eyes even hurt!!!! go and have the test done. be careful about meds, some are worse than the illness. god bless, cloe e-mail me anytime, ...
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you may have fibromyalgia, this illness is very hard to detect. it took years for 2 doctors to finally figure it out. an arthritis doctor and a nerologist. it does cause many probelms. i was told at first that it was all in my head,lol. im sure many of you have heard that one. be careful of the meds they give you, the side affects are very bad. ive tired them all. now, i just take better care of myself, and do what i can do. i used to be so independent, thats the hard part. i have accepted this illness. exercise hurts, but we must try to stay limber. very light exercise. lots of st ...
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i have had fibro. for many years, have taken many meds for it, they all made me sick. now, i stretch, exercise lightly, get plenty of rest, and try not to overdo. oh well,lol, i tend to overdo. i have learned to live with the pain. its part of my life now,some days worse than others. i cant sit, stand,lay down for long periods, or i get very stiff. so, i move around a lot. i guess i have come to terms with this illness. i am also bipolar, so when im very stressed out, everything hurts. i am praying for all of you to learn how to live with fibro. i have had messages in the past, and ...
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Hi there, i am not saying that all Chiropractors are bad. i have known some good ones. it just happens in this case, i am very upset. what i am trying to say,no man or woman should think they can cure everything. this doctor said just that. he thought he was above and beyond. just venting!!!! just beware of the snake charmers, thats all.   [End]
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many chiropractors do claim to cure disease. i understand how it works, but a new comer would have no clue. this same cp. told my mom 3 years ago not to have colon surgery, that he was against it, that he could fix it. well, she had to have 1 foot of colon taken out, she had what is called a stretcher, which means the colon is stretched so much its about to close up. she had this pain for 30 years. now after surgery, she is pain free, and can eat anything she wants. if she had gone with this cp. advice she would be dead along with my dad. you see, i have gone to many cp.’s in my 45 yea ...
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oh, i do use my brain, but when you have a hard headed dad who does not like md’s, what do you do. many chiropractors do claim to fix everything, this one did just that. he had us convinced that my dad was very healthy. he claimed to heal many ailments. well, he was wrong. maybe you have never lost a loved one to negligence, but i have. this is the second time. and, no, im not trying to throw the blame on someone else. doesnt it seem strange to you that this so called very good family friend and doctor, has been avoiding us for 6 months. so, dont tell me to use my brain!!!!!! you haven ...
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maybe im a little different from most. i have always felt inside that god is there. even as a child. that doesnt mean that i havent made mistakes, i have made many. but i have always felt that god is watching over me. i live with god, its just natural to me. i feel that god gives us many options, ideas, and leeds us. many times we dont follow his leed. but im getting better,lol. im 45 years old now, and i feel that i am spreading my wings. yes, i have grief, yes i have pain. but, i feel that god has given us this wonderful world, we should not waste it. i look outside and see the t ...
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incoherent is a little sharp. some people cant get into the nitty gritty of thier pain. just because you are a student, does not give you the right to jump on someone in need. dont you know when someone is begging for help. be careful about that high and mighty attitude, it will come back to bite you in the keester!!!! maybe you think just because you are a student that you know it all, i have meet many like you!!!! i just hope, that if you become a doctor, you have more empathy for others. i will be praying for you for guidence from god. i think thats where you need help. cloe   [End]
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fifty9, i also went to sherman college of straight chiropractic school, in SC many years ago. so i totally understand. now, a straight chiro, does not belive in meds, or md’s. a mixer, that i once thought was bad, does belive in having an md also. now i know for sure that we all need an md also. my mother had a stroke years ago from an improper adjustment, and my father just passed away, from not going to an md for ten years, because our chiro. did not beleive in it, and told dad the he was healthy. well, what amazes me, dad had advanced bladder cancer that had been growing for years, a ...
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john, you dont seem to understand chiropractic care!!!! maybe you need to read up on it!!! cloe   [End]
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pearl, you are absolutly correct. we do have to be careful. i am on your side 100 %. maybe if some of these people where injured, or a loved one was killed by a chiropractor, they would listen. i trusted also, for many many years, not any more!!!! my mother was injured, and my father died. if any of you want to know more, read my other posts. also, these days, i dont have much faith in any doctor, thats why i am now trying to heal my body through cleansing and good nutrition. there are good and bad doctors. it just happens, that my father is not with us any more because of a bad one. ...
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that was good stuff. i was thinking while reading, that most of us get into the same situations, and there it was. wow, if we just look up, everything can change!!!! i think i will be looking up more often. i do priase the lord in strange places.lol. im sure when im in the middle of walmart and i throw my hands in the air, and quietly say, thank you lord, people probably think im nuts. sometimes i even get an amen.lol. i just get overwhelmed with gods love. the thing is, im not ashamed. i trully belive that god leads us where we need to be. i always pray to be lead, not for materi ...
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APOLLO, i am praying for you hun. you will feel better, but you do need rest. also, you need some very light exercise. maybe some light stretches. keep moving around, or you will have more soreness. eat good foods, drink juices. also, watch a very funny movie, i know that might sound silly, but laughter really works. you may even want to call a close friend or family member, just to vent a bit. god bless, liz   [End]
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hi everyone. i just wanted to let you guys know that these forums have helped me so much. we all need support and guidance. my faith in god is extremely strong. i know that god has a plan for all of us. if any of you would like to share with me, im here a lot. we all have a story or stories to tell. its very interesting to me, how many of us are so alike. i am not a preacher, i am not a doctor, but, i am very educated by life experience. please feel free to e-mail me any time, just for a chat. bless you all, cloe JEGCL3@AOL.COM   [End]
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the more i read about the zapper, the scarier it sounds. wet and electricity sounds dangerous to me. is this a dangerous procedure??? cloe   [End]
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that sounds kind of scary, i have been having itching and sore places in my scalp for years, especially when i sweat, and in the summer. i also get these little i would call them bites. the doctor doesnt even know what they are. my husband also gets these little bites. we had though it could be spider bites. now i am wondering!!!!! i have used every kind of dandruff shampoo, and it doesnt help. any ideas???? thanks , cloe   [End]
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i have a question???? ok, i am reading all about the zapper. my question is: i have a tens unit for fibromyalgia. will this work like a zapper??? it also sends electricity. just curious, to see if i could use it. thanks for any responces, cloe   [End]
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wow, john, i really enjoyed reading your post. you know, common sence has a lot to do with all of this. i remember as a child i was not allowed to go bare foot, as my dad would say ( you will get worms) well, i know many kids that went barefoot and they would get worms. i recently started taking clarkia tinture, and doing the enemas, and am feeling much better. actually seeing some very strange things,lol. i am wondering about a pain i get after taking the tinture. it is on my left side, up high, like the top of my stomach, under my breast. it actually feels like a gall bladder spasm. but ...
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it sounds like you went to the butcher shop. i wonder what all of the bruising was about, that does not sound good at all. i think i would check into that further. sounds like he beat the hound out of you. i have had many surgeries, never had any bruising at all. best of luck hun, cloe   [End]
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thank you all for your kind words. actually i have an attorney working on the case right now. i thought this doctor was a wonderful man. you see ten years ago, my daughter was murdered, this same doctor helped me through it with his kind words and spiritulism. i bragged on this man to everyone. thats why i am having such a hard time with dads death, it did not have to happen. he should still be here. my heart is broken in 2. im trying to keep busy, and stay happy, but its almost impossible when you feel like crying most of the time. i am in the process of getting the records. you ...
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i have left other posts concerning this. my dad died in dec,2003 of advanced bladder cancer, you see he did not go to an MD, by his chiroprators advice, not for 10 years. so be careful!!!!!PS, his chiro. always told him he was healthy!!!!!! yea right!!!!!   [End]
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you are wrong, my mother had a stroke many years ago after an adjustment. she was in the hospital for over a week. the chiro. was lucky she did not get sued. mom felt it, she knew that something was wrong. i have also posted about my father passing away while under chiro. care and not seeing an MD. the chiro. told him he did not need an MD. well, now my father is dead because of it. a month before dad died, this doc. told him that he was healthy, like usual, well, why is he dead.???????   [End]
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i have to agree, i was under chiropractic care for many years. at first it seemed to help. when i developed fibromyalgia, it did not help. actually it made matters worse. my body could not hold an adjustment. i feel that, message, clean living, cleansing your body of junk, heathly eating, exercise is very important. plenty of rest. plenty of fluids. i also had physical therapy for six months years ago, through an MD. it helped very much. some chiropractors will make you think that you dont need an md, or medicine at any time. well, my father was one of those victims. he was under chi ...
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jon, hang in there hun. i have had those feelings all of my life. i now have known for years that i am bipolar. that helps a little, but its still out of control. i am on meds., but i still feel the anxiety and sadness. its like a black cloud that hovers over you. i also pick up on almost everything,and peoples emotions, that is very difficult at times. i tend to know to much. call it esp or whatever, its not always a gift like people say. i feel that you are a very very sensetive person, who may be picking up a lot of, lets call them vibes...... i always know when someone will die. ...
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this is a very sad story. i wish i could help as far as a contribution, but i have no money. i have been on prozac for many years now. i believe that being bipolar is my problem. i have tired going with no meds. that wound me up in the hospital. i have tried all of the classic bipolar meds, they made me very sick. im not sure what long term prozac can do, but, i will admit that i now have a temper that i never had before. i get very angry very fast, and let it be known. but, my daughter was murdered 10 years ago, so i have changed very much. i feel very stuck right now. my emotio ...
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hi there, i have used the three meds. you mentioned above. all 3 made me very sick, had very bad side effects. im feeling that prozac is not helping the anxiety, but am afraid to try something new again. maybe one day soon i will try again, thanks again, cloe   [End]
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yes, i am from spartanburg, but i have never visited the university. cloe1   [End]
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oh, it sounds very brutal to me. i remember going to a neuroligist and having tests done. first they give you shock therapy, then he sticks needles into your amrs and legs, and moves them around. talking about almost peeing your pants. i have also had cortisone shots, as i have fibromyalgia. now, i just put up with the pain. no more butchering for me!!!!! i do light stretches, yoga, meditation, warms baths, whatever it takes.   [End]
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hi all, i had a sigmoidoscopy many years ago,while awake, boy that hurt. when i had my colonoscopy 2 years ago, the doc. put me to sleep, thank god. i dont know how you handled the pain. he found a polip and removed it. all those tests show is small tumors and the like. you would think that it would show a lot more. just a warning to others, before the doc says im gona stick four feet of tube up your behind, please get put to sleep first. the sigmoid was bad enough. oh yes and going around the curves, oh my god, talking about sweat popping out all over. i was trying to get off the t ...
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Cloe...you can get castor oil caps at the health food store. They are much easier to go down than the oil...that oil is horrible. Also, if you freeze them they will pass through into your intestines and kill parasites. I worked for a nutritionist and colon therapist. She had many of her clients use the castor oil caps.   [End]
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this morning i did a peroxide enema, i have been taking clarkia tinture. well, my question is: a lot of mucus came out, then a very long string. i tried to grab it with paper, but it just fell apart. it must have been at least a foot long. so you guys think it was a worm?? im still passing mucous, but no more strings. thanks all!!! cloe1   [End]
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thank you so much everyone for all of your prayers. i do feel that things are going better, but i still worry. the insurance adjuster will be coming out next week to see the house, and i have someone that will be doing a lot of repairs. its just that so much has happened in such a short time. in november, right after dad went into the hospital, my stepson moved out of here and in with his mother. jason is almost 17. he never calls or visits. its a very long story. put it this way, my husband and i have been together for almost five years, its amazing we are still together with all tha ...
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i dont think you want to overdose on that stuff. you may end up in the er. be careful   [End]
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i am experiencing the same thing, rice looking things that float on top of the water in the toilet. i actually used a collander the other day after an enema, just waiting for something to pop out,lol. im sure my husband is enjoying all of this cleansing,lol. as i tell him everything that i am seeing. in fact, i think ill go and do an enema now!!!! i cant really talk to anyone else about this, im sure its that way with all of you. i never ever thought i would be pooping over a collander, and then looking through, to see whats there. but, i have also found some very hard small white bits. ...
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wow, i thank all of you for being here for me. my family and i have been going through a lot lately, and the other night i decided to get drunk. well, thats very unusual for me. i really dont even drink. i meet nooley somewhere in a chat room, and have realized this morning that i put this message board in my favorites. i truly believe that god leads us, even when we have no clue what we are doing. i dont even remember what i said. today i am very embarrased. just a little about my situation. ten years ago my daughter, amber was murdered by her x boyfriend, she was almost 17, and the s ...
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ok, i dont want to grose you all out, but, i have been taking the clarkia tinture for 3 weeks, i am now on a one week break. i have also been doing enemas, about 2 a week. i do feel a tingling,tickly feeling at my, well you know ( butt) i havent seen any worms,but i have seen small bits of something. i also take castor oil once a week, the kind in the drugstore meant for laxitive. my question is: do you guys think that could be worms im feeling down there??? i am very new to this!!! any advice would be helpful. cloe   [End]
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It really cleaned me out the next day bowel wise and the day after. B   [End]
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my father was under chiropractic care fo over 25 years. well for the past 10 years he has been with ( dr. smith) not his real name. anyway, what im getting to is, dr. smith always bragged how healthy dad was. last october 2003, he told dad once again how good he is doing, and very healthy. dad had complained of indigetion for a long time. dr. smith said, all you need is an adjusment. before i tell you the rest, i also was under chiropractic care for many years, and my sister went to sherman college, in sc. well novemeber,2003 i took dad to the er, for leg swelling. he died one month la ...
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what is a castor oil pack?? is it different from every day castor oil? and where would i find such a thing? thanks all   [End]
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i am using the every day castor oil for my belly, is that why nothing is happening?? i have tried it twice, with a heating pad for about an hour each time. please, someone, let me know if im using the wrong product. this is just castor oil from the drug store, for constipation. thanks all   [End]
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i bought the castor oil in the drug store, the directions are very clear. it is an old rememdy for tummy aches. it is very safe, well the kind i bought. just regular castor oil. it will go through you quickly, and with me no pain. just a lot of oil floating on top of the tiolet,lol. i thought it was kind of funny!!   [End]
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We all wait that the next doctor will come and he will be better than others. I strongly believe that we should rely on ourselves, we are responsible for our health. If we are afraid of taking this responsibility, then how can we expect any improvements? Conventional medicine doesn’t see the body-mind connection, their suggestions just bring disarray into the normal functioning of the body and mind. Start with eliminating your anxiety, the Bach Flower remedies can be helpful. There is a good affirmation: I release all my fears, problems...First you have to deprogram yourself, only then ...
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i would also like to know how to take care of my bipolar problem. i have been taking prozac for many years, since my daughter was murdered, 10 years ago. my bipolar is called rapid cycling. it speaks for itself. my father also passed away suddenly this past dec,2003. i am really going through it but acting like im ok. i have been acting for so long im sick of it. i feel like dying most of the time, then i feel guilty about feeling that way. dam, im just stuck. some days im on the high end and feeling great, then all of a sudden, boom, im down again. right now i am very down. went ...
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hi, i only took 2 tablespoons of castor oil yesterday with juice, last night i did an enema, there was the castor oil, it really goes through your system fast. with such a low dosage, i had no problem at all. last night i rubbed the oil all over my belly, layed a towel over it, and put the heating pad on for about 1 hour. then, when going to bed, i put castor oil on again. im trying to deflate my tummy. we will see!!!!!   [End]
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i will be trying the castor oil externally for the first time tonight, by putting it on my belly with a heating pad for about 30 minutes. this should stimulate my liver and gall bladder, thus releasing toxins. a note about toxins. any time you are doing any sort of flush, be sure to drink a lot of fluid. as your body lets go of the toxins, you also loose a lot of fluid. i would say thats the dangerous part. dont dehydrate!!! you also loose pottasiam and sodium, so you may feel quite weak, and not well. if you dont feel well, try drinking chicken broth. also hot tea will help. the way i ...
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my belly is also swollen, i have tried many things, but i am about to try the castor oil. i will put it on my belly, put a towel over it and put a heating pad on my belly for about 30 minutes. we will see whats happens. i would love my belly to start going down. thanks for the info, ill keep you guys informed.   [End]
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daily enemas for a year?? that does not sound healthy.   [End]
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i feel that if you do anything to excess, you could have problems. thats why i am taking everything very slowly. some people really like to shock thier systems, i dont think that is very healthy, could give you a heart attack. all of those toxins trying to unload at once, have to be very careful. but, now, thats just my opinion.   [End]
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castor oil will really clean you out. its like a laxitive, but much better for you, just read the directions, an adult, is usually 2 to 4 tablespoons mixed with a little juice, to drink. today i took 2 tablespoons and orange juice. just taking everything very slowly!! now i am drinking hot coffee to stimulate things. i did have a small lunch by the way.   [End]
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dr. clark has a tinture called clarkia,it has 3 herbs in it, you can click on her tab and see her website. also, the vinegar enema is for cleansing. all of this is to get rid of parasites. as soon as i started, i felt much better. today, i am trying in a small dose, castor oil. thats a remedy from many years ago. really cleans you out.   [End]
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you talked about useing castor oil last night. could you tell me exactly how you used it. i have no clue how to take it, or how much!! also, can you use it in an enema. i am at present time useing clarkia, and vinegar enemas. thank you   [End]
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my stomach is also very bloated. the doctor thinks that i am retaining fluid. i am taking clarkia, and my tummy seems to be going down a bit. i was reading another post, and it said that a trauma can cause your body to go crazy. my daughter was murdered 10 years ago, ever since i have had this tummy. well its actually more than my tummy, it swells all the way up to my chest. i dont know the answer, but i can relate!!!!   [End]
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oh my god, i think you found something. i am waiting for the same results, so far very small things.   [End]
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ok, i dont mean to seem grose, but i have been taking clarkia for 3 weeks, taking a one week break right now. i am feeling a tickling feeling, well you know where,lol. i am also doing the vinegar ememas, i feel that i have seen something. dont think ive seen worms yet, but very close. i am taking it slow. dont want to shock my body. i have taken Q10 in the past. i dont think i would want to overdose on that stuff. my preference is to take it all slowly.   [End]
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in response to the cleansing, i am also taking clarkia, i am also doing white vinegar enemas, about 2 a week, with a big bag, so actually you do 4 small ones at once. it feels great!!! i feel that i have seen something floating around,lol. i also would like to know how much clarkia to put in an enema. i am feeling much better since taking tha clarkia. i am also spreading the word. cloe   [End]
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