Listen to me, my dear. Through the anti-psychotics in the garbage. You are not delusional. Docs said they couldn't smell it on me either. Sure there is the olfactory mal-functioning condition some people have, but not us. We are all going by how the world has been treating us and also the sometimes detectable odours to ourselves. Difficult to smell our own odour--yes, but when you smell something bad everywhere you go, esp. your own room or apartment, and it correlates to being ostracized, there is definitely evidence that it comes from you. You are among friends here and we will listen to you.