I'm determined not to let this lick me, but today is not a good day. Thanks for the feedback ...

I think most doctors know less than nothing about alternative remedies and could care even less than that. Just give them their kickbacks from BIG PHARMA so they can take their families to Barbados.

About a year ago, when I first discovered you could paint the 2% Iodine tincture on the arm and actualy feel better, I made the mistake of telling my doctor. She had a hissy fit and "demanded" I stop because "you could get a goiter." Never mind that I felt better, that I could think clearer. I "secretly" kept painting.

Right now, I'm locked in to Medicaide and I'd switch doctors in a New York minute, but there's only more of the same here in this small town ... or worse.

I appreciate all the feedback. I don't know what's wrong with me right now, but I'm kind of bummed. I'm feeling progressively worse each day and today broke down and took pain pills because I can barely walk without incredible pain. I don't ever do that unless I have a migraine. A few weeks ago, it started with my right knee and now it's almost totally my right side - it even hurts to chew on the right side of my mouth. Plus my left hip and knee are beginning to hurt. I have no idea what's wrong and don't know what to try. I just recently finished the humaworm and read somewhere that it wipes out all the good and bad bacteria and wonder if I've gotten some sort of infection. I am clueless, but don't know what to try. I have a bottle of liquid probiotic that I have been basically taking big swigs out of for the last few days, but beyond that, I have no clue what to do. I have Colloidal Silver that I could take, but I have to go slow on that because die off gives me a headache from hell, plus I hate to just start downing stuff when I don't know what the problem is.

Going to the doctor for me is like taking a trip to the gas chamber, but I may have to resort to that if I keep going downhill each day. I'm starting to catastrophize, playing out scenarios of what if's ... MS, cancer, crazy thinking for sure. Somebody slap me back to reality.

Maybe if I just stop everything and do The Master Cleanse or a plain Water Fast or juice fast ... I just want to crawl in bed or in a hole until all this goes away. Unfortunately, it doesn't usually work that way.

Sorry to be such a whiney hiney ... Thanks for letting me vent. Suggestions welcome, prayers appreciated.

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