Re: Monique - let me know when you are here. n/m

Long post, great post. Got me thinking.

You are so right about so many things.
This summer is test-time and hunting for help. If I get worse I must say stop to school and such. I hope I will get help, darn it if I dont.

I do too much at once I should stop doing half of it. But I try to deny things and try to live a normal life, I would go crazy if I just sat at home an tried to heal by myself and self-experimenting. If I could find someone that would help me, guide me, that would definetely change things.
MRI, SCANS, Im gonna try to do those and check every cell in my body, see damage.

Im kinda stupid. When the firs signs of scattering were present in january/februari there was just little movement and spasm. Boy that was heaven compared to now! Slowly it has progressed and spread to monstrous dimensions - all the time I have just sat on my but doing nothing. WHY?
Im scared, scared to mess with these monsters. They are powerful, they are mean.


You offer much, tons. Dont ever stop!
Im so exited to see what the Rife will do for you, hopefully put an end to it all.


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