Hmm unfortunately masterbation doesnt do a thing for me..but eh...Ill survive. Im gonna be careful for awhile while Im healing, until Im strong enough to watch very carefully the type of person Im attracting and their mannerisms towards me. I have also slept with people I barely know and it got me into quite a nasty situation in the past (before I was with the other guy). Everything is a lesson I suppose. Im an extremely sensual, sexual person and have a lot of energy in that way, right now Im just trying to channel it into other areas of my life (creativity, excercise, etc).