Invincible...sleep q & A

Maya,
I don't get ANYTHING from curezone now, and things have been bit ummm ENERGETIC?
I can't find my post, it's late, and I'll answer what I can remember and find it later.

How much? Well, I'll be honest. One "tip the bottle" glug of organic blackstrap molasses, one "tip the jar of kelp on the lid" of kelp powder, on "squirt, shake" of vinegar, one lidful of Active minerals, and warm water to make about 11/2 c. of drink. Sometimes I throw in colinex, or calcium magnesium. Sometimes I squeeze a lemon instead of vinegar. I can't follow a recipe in cooking either, and I'm actually a fairly good cook. But I thought I'd best be honest. Things have "gotten" out of control kind of--I found two moldy tangerines in my car, and my throat is struggling right now. I'm planning on sleeping well. I actually sleep better AWAY from home (slept on a friends couch because I'd stayed talking with her too long, and sleep as well or better than I do at home).

I'll try to go back to my own post. I need to fix it so I get emails, but getting one for EVERY post was wearying, so I don't know WHAT my settings say now. And so it goes.

The energy seemed to "push" me but I'm trying to figure out how to ride it rather than be overcome by it. I really hope to find my peace.

And my poems? They are being neglected. Not good.
I should
ack...no shoulds,
thou shall not should on thyself,
myself,
I'm doing the best I can,
at this point in time,
today
truth distilled
divine gifts whispered in my ears,
I felt the connection to the universe,
and then,
turned,
returned to my
"everyday life'
pretending? ending? dis-ing
myself from the beauty of learning.
Why?
Sigh
I "try"
But I need to do much more than try
I yearn
to create, to imagine, to be
the me
I'm meant to me.
(ouch, pancreas spleen complaining. I'm out of here)
dear!
Thanks for all.
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