Everyone has been there at some point. I know what it's like to be beat down by "life". Once you get on the trip of personal empowerment, it's an awesome ride. I don't have money for everything. I pray and meditate for things I want. So far most of what I want has come to me, usually in the form of extra work hours and cheaper prices on things. I was getting very discouraged at one point and then I just shifted my attitude and things opened up to me.
Oil pulling is one thing you can do for yourself. However, there are many forums on Curezone where you can learn a lot of empowering things you can do for FREE. Besides reading about other people being healed and being happy for them helps you get into a wonderful state of bliss and happiness that attracts things to you.