I totally understand what you mean about having a sort of emotional attachment about it. I am running out of Eden Organics brand Sesame Oil, and had to end up buying Spectrum since I'm getting my husband started on oil pulling, and I figure that sesame would be a good start for him. I'm a little sad that he can't have exactly the same experience I did with my good old Eden Organics. Obviously nothing is wrong with Spectrum; I know a lot of people here use it with good results, but, *sniff*, it's not the same. :)