Re: pj - precious time

Thanks Maya.
I'm into: intend, imagaine, take action, expect...so intend is the word I use or am learning to use instead of TRY. But I understand. Being grateful is essential as well.

Time....hmmmm. I'm looking for flow. Changing from a type A to a no type at all. Learning to value a moment watching a gerbil, as well as those days of 5 batches of laundry.

Integrating, learning, changing from negativity to positivity, knowing that happiness is the desire of my heart, struggling that I have to cause others pain to get to my path....it's a lot. I stir the energy, not alwyas in the best way. But if I can be as gentle with myself, or even learn to be, as I would be with any young child.....that is something I work toward.

thanks for you kindness, wisdom, and sharing. I'm off to spend time with a new friend. I'm going to see what 'a course in miracles' is like, for tonight. "the world is so full of a number of things, I"m sure we should all be as happy as kings" (mind blank on the author, famous though.) I've got a stiff neck and hope my girl friend can help me 'let it go'. and that I can enjoy the sunshine, even in the cold.I'll try to stay present, although I'm sure I will stir something up.
later
with love,
pj Tweet