As a little kid, I watched my Grandmother drink coffee from a saucer, she didn't know who she was the last 10 years of life, he aluminum pans all had craters in them from all the gravy she had made over her lifetime.
Then I watched my dad live on coffee and he rolled his own camels. He could easily smoke 3 packs a day when I was little.
I decided to try my first cup of coffee when I was 19 and had just started the factory and the coffee was free and all these adults were slurping it up like it was candy or something. I took one sip and spit it out and threw the cup away and have never tasted it again some 30 years later...
In some cases, I believe coffee has put more people in the grave than booze. Over a lifetime it does so much damage.....................People will drink coffee right up to the day they die.
Your story is a great story, because it is your story and a story many have lived.
With orange juice fasting? Day one, no more coffee, no more ciggaretts, no more foods.... The idea of the fast, is to rebuild your body. "IF" you go 21 days, the first time, in theory all bad habits will have been washed out of your body and you emerge new.
Idealy, we NEED clinics, when you admit yourself and your helped for 14-21 days and then set free to be new, or crawl back to the civilized habits.
I would love to see fasting clinics in every city, but your MD has these thugs known as their union enforcers, with their pharmacudical owned government that put a stop to the fasting clinics 50 years ago. Now they are perverted if they exist at all.
So the education must be strong enough to do it at home. BOOK I, gave me such an education I went 40 days the first trial. "IF" a person reads BOOK I and can't manage, then they need to read it, fill out the study guide and read it until they have the will power to do it right.
You have seen alot, learned alot and will succeed, you just need a partner, etc. to be there as an aid... Or wait until your strong enough to succed on your own.
One can not fast while smoking or drinking coffee, if they do, their body will be made of coffee and smoke.
You will succeed, because you know the problems that lay ahead and knowing your problems, is the first step.