Struggling with my "vision" of a healthy, happy new year.

I have lot's on my plate, and today it seems overwheling.

Not just curezone piling up with every thread in my email. Not just angry children because I'm divorcing their father. Not just holiday stress. Not just nerve pain where the dental work was done. Not just a senior daughter who keeps 'forgetting' to tell us where she is. Not just a 21 year old daughter who says she thinks I don't love and appreciate her. Not just a 23 year old daughter who went out dancing with me--not just to be with me, but to check out if it was 'innocent'--she is worried about my soul; not a husband who says I am too unstable to even ask for a divorce and that he will spend what he has to make sure I don't get any more than what I deserve...not 25 years of being a homemaker and a homeschooler, having not worked outside the home for years, having homeschooled my children, no, not trying to end the 12 years of Depression as I insisted I could "MAKE my marriage work", not concern that I'm so physically/emotionally drained.....no, today' straw.....

the eye doctor was shocked/amazed that I have the eyes of an old woman. I have cataracts. They weren't there 2 years ago. Now they are in both eyes.

It seems too much, at least today.

Help?
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