Re: A Rose For Trapper
dont ask me, i really dont know why.
all i had to do to ensure someone would ignore me was to talk to them. heck i had a $180/hr psychiatrist who ignored me, and he was getting paid to listen. i had to fire all my doctors and cry out to god to guide me, cause i was seeking. i didnt hem or haw about anything i did. i found it and figured out how it worked enough to know i wouldnt kill myself doing it and jumped right in. back then, upon finding oil pulling, i went and got the first thing i could find in the kitchen and tried it. tried every kind of oil we had. tried it enough to figure out what it was doing and then moved on to try something else. it wanst what i needed at the time.
i was well connected to the medical community where i lived. i had the best doctors around. i learned more than they know after less than a year after i fired them all. i have four more years on top of that. what passes for authorities i have found to be ignorant or frauds or both, and it doesnt seem to matter which field of study it is. there are quite a few trivia experts, but as for real understanding, nope.
i think the reason no one helped me was because no one knew how. i think that is why i was sick in the first place - its the only way i would have learned what i did, and in the face of all adversity. it was just school for a hard-headed boy like me.