Something is still happening to me through all of this, I have been trying to deny my feelings and it's just not working. I do love him immensely, we are working on being friends and its something I need for myself. I will always remember what he has done for us, and because he is doing this I love him even more....there is no one I know of who would do this ! He has good moral values, yes he has made some mistakes, so have I , it's all a matter of learning from them. I think the key to life is knowing the difference from right from wrong....