You are such a darling! Your post really opened things up for me! I'm sitting here alone for another weekend this time because he said that he needed to go see her to end it. He has been around the world and back and I just don't know if I can do this anymore. My heart feels like it's going to burst out of my chest! I do know one thing out of that feeling though and that is that I'm going to be o.k. it lets me know that I'm alive. Does it hurt, hell yeah! It does! I'm at a point right now that no matter what happens I'm going to be o.k. ....I have a funny feeling at the same time that I know what will happen.