Hi! Herb gal!
You probably remember me from when this all started! I talked to you then! It's been a long hard road. I am so lost, I need a friend something I have never allowed myself to have. At 38 it's a pretty scary thing to realize. Who do you talk to? Who do you confide in ? The past twenty years of my life consisted of living for someone else....I'm like pretty woman fidgetting when I get confronted with talking about normal everyday things....this is wrong. I can't even feel confortable with myself yet....I have a lot to work on. The sad part is I have two boys who get to see their mother fall apart at any moments notice because I don;t know how to deal with all of this....Do I fight ? Do I give? Which one is it!!!