Re: stomach cramps,loose BMs,diarrea oh my..
Have you read
parasite Rex? What if the bugs are making you crave raw meat, in an unconscious effort to evolve into a strain that is completely oblivious to all extermination efforts? I was once craving chocolate. I knew it was them trying to get me to feed them. I decided to show them who had the most will power. I chewed up a couple of hershey's kisses, until I got that ahhhh chocoloate sensation, then spit in the sink, and washed my mouth out. In a minute or two, I had a visual hallucination of little guys with helmets on running helter skelter all confused and bumping into each other, and I knew they got my message.
Do not let the stupid little bio degrading robots living in your guts make you do things that will end up killing you. I'm not saying eating meat is always a deadly pursuit, but I'd dang sure make sure it was well done, if I were you.
Sounds to me like you could be craving it raw because you have a mother load sending out a homing beacon for a father load (or vice versa), and if the evil of all evils find each other, they are gonna make a pretty icky load of super scary monster babies. Be careful what you eat. Please. And are you taking any precautions to make sure you aren't sharing the wealth with others? Forgive me for being presumptious, but I can't help but suspect that a guy who likes raw meat, also probably likes raw sex.
Your symptoms are die off, don't you think? Sometimes I suspect you are pulling on our legs a little bit. Are you? Or are you really allowing them to control you to the degree that you say you are?
If you don't understand how
parasites control their hosts, be sure to read
parasite Rex. Understanding that is crucial to getting well, if indeed, you are not just razzing us around for the fun of it.