Re: Mad(artist)
Other than another night of 4 hours sleep, I'm fine. It was actually better last night--woke up at midnight, AND got back to sleep till my bladder woke me again. I think fledgling might be on to something. I've never heard of a parasite-bladder connection.
It was weird, but I was going to do what I usually do, and not respond to U till I calmed down, and it worked much better to just let it out. Now I'm just not reading her response to me. I will eventually. But I'm giving myself permission not to. I used to attend a DA group YEARS ago (I dropped out, it was too depressing lol).Anyway, if you want something different (they would say) you have to DO something different. And apparently, letting it out instead of holding it in, felt very "unacceptable" at first, but then I didn't stew over it all night. (I thought of other things to ruminate about....though for the life of me I can't remember what).
Take care. It will all turn out in the end. I was very upset/concerned when Unyquity was "kicked off" curezone, but trying to figure that one out, I found Owen's site or whatever you would call that. Good came out of it, now she's back, and good will come out of this whole thing too. So it goes.
I've got to remember how to change my posting number to name--that's why you see my number instead of my name--I forget to click the box.
I got a one hour nap in, and then it was like something YANKED me awake. Very odd.
later,
pj