"No desire to become a christian. after all the S*** I go through and my parents makin me go to church for my whole life where there was no one my age. my whole teen years I didnt know what it was like to have a friend at a house or vice versa. NOT ONCE. thats totally ridiculous. its unreal actually. I hate Him at times. on top of havin no damn friends,I have this daily health illness and crap.."
i dont see this as any occasion to be opportunistic and mercenary.
my posts are always god centered. but like him, it is hard for people to discern unless they are looking.