you all are gonna think im crazy. do you want me to worry myself to death though? not very healing....
My parents are saved christians of course and i'm not. I know a lot of you are not as far as I know. This morning I was in bed and they asked me if I was going to church and I didnt answer. They know I am coming down with a cold or virus and stuff. After that I was thinking about church and stuff and got this weird thought in my head. It was "you dont know if you'll have another chance to hear the gospel message" and im freaked out. the gospel message is of course stuff thats preached in a church,the message. That thought would imply that i'll die before the next church service or something. It could've also meant that I could be dying soon and that it was God telling me that I should've went to that church service this morning or something.
ugh. Was that my thoughts speaking or? I dont know why that came in my head or why I said that thought in my head. weird.
I personally dont think that God warns people if they are going to die soon..