you stopped taking zoloft? no wonder you sound like you have turrets. you are rafting in the whitewater there, bucko. please be careful and feel free to keep us updated constantly for a while. that explains a lot of your feelings of frustration. they will definite subside with every day that passes.
you are on a steady course and have focus and goals. your life really couldnt be better, you just dont know it yet! you will.