Fledgling, why not check each room with the pendulum?
I find that very helpful
Thus have I come to the conclusion I threw out a library book I haven't even read--
because it's not "lost" and it's not in any rooms here...
I did a big clean-up.hmmm
my regret is in maybe having to "pay" for it.:-)
But--I take heart:
once a very good yogi sat by a fire tended by his teacher, in a place of great peace and refuge. At one point, at night, the teacher picked up a stick, coal-tipped
from the fire and struck the yogi's back!! Another there,a student, was horrified!!
How could you do that? he wanted to know.
The teacher answered, would you rather he died froma severe burning--this was what was in store, karmically. I have undone it, through our connection and the force of his devotion.