If I came clean and told my wife and kids everything this would destroy them and everything they believed thier father and husband is.
They would suffer and I will not allow them to suffer in any way. I've truly changed, I no longer look for anything that does not involve my family. Faced with death,I have seen what is really important.
But telling my family of my wrong doings is out of the question,this I will take to my death bed.If making my family miserable is the only way to save myself of guilt ...I guess ill die from it.