im debating if i should start a cleanse right now because next saturday i will be having my daughters 2nd birthday party and i do plan on eating. i'm wondering if it will just ruin my hard work doing it for 8 days because i know im gonna eat next saturday. all i know is i'm gonna do this fast either starting now if its worth it or starting fresh after next week. im just so anxious to start. i feel so nasty and sluggish. my ultimate weight loss goal is 100lbs. im only 26 and i never been this heavy up until i had 3 kids. i hate being this big. its so depressing. im just so fed up with myself. im addicted to food. ive never really tried fasting. i did do a small fast for the lord and my dying sister but i only lasted up until dinner time.
so this is gonna be a challenge. im waiting for my master cleanser book to arrive by wednesday so i can start reading what its about in detail. i m hooked to this forum. ive been reading it all day for the past 3 days. any advice?