Wow,
It is amazing to me how many people are out there with this problem. It really is a waste of money- I am sure I have thrown hundreds of dollars away over the past year and I have ruined so many days feeling sick and disgusting because of it. I think I am to the point of feeling angry that food has such control over my life. I always wished that if I had to have an eating disorder it would have been anorexia instead of bulemia. I know that sounds bad, and I rather not have an ED at all- but being bulemic and wasting the money and screwing up your system throwing up is about as bad as it gets. I feel like with any addiction, the best way to get over it is to go through the withdrawels and have to deal with life without that crutch. I just can live like this anymore........