I am keeping a positive outlook to the possibilities and I have been sticking to the diet and the treatment exactly as instructed for about three weeks or more now and I still see absolutely no improvements at all. Now what? I really want to get better and I am being very honest and sincere about the diet and treatment. Maybe now you can see why I feel hopeless and frustrated. I know it sounds silly but, I swear I feel like I'm under a curse. This thing just won't let me get better and it's been this way for 14 years now and everyday I say to myself I just can't take another day but I do. I am so incredibly desperate to get my life back simple words just can not explain. I already told you I have absolutely no money at all and I am shelling out over $800 this week to replace all my mercury filling in a deserate attempt that somehow doing so will make me better. I am completely willing and ready to give up both my legs to get rid of this thing. No joke!! Wheres the paperwork, where do I sign! I figure at least I won't feel ill all the time and they have ways of giving people back the ability to walk again. For me, this colitis thing has been increadibly crippiling not because I let it but because I cant eat anything and when I do I use the restroom 30 times a day and that's when I'm on meds. I have at least 4 of 7 days a week now that I can't even leave the house because of the diareah.
Please reply and advise on the diet and treatment. I am frustrated and discouraged but still keeping an open mind. Sorry if I sound bitter. But, what other choices do I have?