Use Dr. Shultzs no. 1 formula. Very safe and will get you started. He also sales products to help the skin. But you are already on the right track with diet. Keep that weight up. Don't want to be a skeliton and then really have a problem and die. Every one has a burden to bear. Or I should say burdens. One of yours is acne. If it is bad enough it can cuase some serious problems. Keep reading, searching, and learning. Please learn to like who you are. Not what you look like. Your more serious problems seems to be that you do not love yourself. Alot of us have been there.