Mixed feelings....

Hi All,
It's been months since I crashed back into depression. I'm having a hard time coming out. I had planned a trip to see a sister I had not talked to in years, when I was doing "well". I will see her, unless I cancel. But I'm in this depressed state, (out of the worst of it, no longer totally black thoughts, but pretty blah and unfocused--don't feel much besides anxiety).

Anyway, I'd almost forgotten this place (Curezone) I'd spent so many hours and felt I had people who I care about and who cared about me. So, I'm posting this. Perhaps it is a start.

Any suggestions about 'healing' the relationship, dealing with the depression, or anything? Anyone remember me? Thanks. I'll try to get back to check before I go.

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