Say, there, "Springtime",

No, I was nursing the cat back to health (still trying) and although he peed in my bean bag, which my husband 'fixed' by throwing the bean bag chair away (he didn't ask, what's new)--no, I didn't even get mad at the cat.

I was angry because I was more concerned with others than myself, and because I didn't do what I KNEW I should do,(went to a cooking class the day before the flush, ate stuff that I hadn't eaten in months, and emotionally, if not physically, set myself up to 'fail' the flush.)

Deep sigh. We (hubby and I) meet with a marriage counselor today. It's two weeks since he agreed to my plan, and I am expecting too much too soon. I have to work on making me whole, and let the relationship just sit for a while....that's what I asked for, and yet, I want more. I want him to care, and he doesn't know how. I wish I could see him as just a little boy in a man's body who doesn't know how to walk through the maze.....and so he keeps busy trimming the damn bushes so he will feel successful.

Well, hmmm....maybe I"m on to something.
Later, I'm going to go off to yoga for some stretching of body, breath, and mind. I'm working on part of my purple poem--instead of getting old and fat I want to get healthy and strong in all aspects of ME!
Later,
PJ

ps I'm curious about your 'upcoming' choices. That Ask Andreas thing was VERY intersting. I have money issues of course. oh, to finally be so healthy and free that the issues are all gone. I'll write more later. Tweet