42781....

Good focus.

Ever heard of 'one brain' or some such thing? Don't know too much, but a friend 'regressed' me to something at age three....and I just kind of poofed it off, said thanks, it was nice....and then it fermented and....

New perspective....somehow I got the idea, in a family of 6 daughters (or 5 depending ) that I wasn't worth as much as anyone else. I just reflected, not hurt, but I asked for less from my father than any other of his daughters, and perhaps, though I blame my husband that I have never had but two new pieces of furniture in 26 years, etc etc (not griping here) do you think somehow I have broadcasted a signal "I'm not worth it. Don't spend anything on me. Everyone else is worth more than me?"

Sorry, original post person, I not trying to detract from your pain, but I think 42781 might have something here--some stupid 'message' got stuck in our 'programming' at a young age, and we have to figure it our and erase it--the message is in error.

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