Re: Attitude Update

Autumn,
That sounds wonderful. I think (hope) opening up is the answer....being willing to change, to care enough to stretch....I'm pretty sure that closing down ISN"T the answer.....

I don't do the astrology thing, barely know what my own "sign" is, and definately none of the others BUT I do listen to people who talk about the pull of stars and planets....and what I hear is that this is a good time to examine relationships and to make quiet, thoughtful changes....that the energy is intense, but can be put to good use. I don't try to much to understand it with my head, (because it is too active as it is) but my heart agrees with what I'm hearing and what you said.

I wish we could all give each other hugs over the computer. It means SO much to know that strangers care, and understand, and even pray for each other. I was feeling that FEAR yesterday; too many things were going wrong, and I fearful I was going to have that failure thing that changes my brain chemistry happen....and I kept the fear at bay, because I thought....it isn't true....I'm not failing, I'm not a failure, my "eyesight" can't be trusted (the car...it's got something wrong with it...and I was so trusting....and now I feel foolish...and the dishwasher broke, and the computer printer...and then I start thinking it is all me...silly, stupid things like my negative energy...and I know other things will break...and I'm trying to keep ME from breaking (spleen, pancreas colon pain) and it gets so overwhelming...throw in adult children who look at me like I'm "the problem" and who are hurting as well, and a cold or two, and it IS overwhelming, but I will NOT be overwhelmed. I have ya'll and God sends more angel friends daily...even if it is just a smile from a stranger in the book store...it all means so much to me...just the little things....I even dreamt someone I didn't know gave me a big hug, and my heart felt so warm....I hold on things like that....it wasn't anyone I recognized...and then I had this happy thought....it's probably one of my curezone friends sending a hug.

So hugs to you Autumn, and to all those caring people who share and care and trust here. Thank you thank you thank you. We may not give perfect advice, or say things just right, or even "hear" them just right...but it means SO much to me to have your support. And everyone's journey means so much to me. Autumns, and number people like 42789--who I can relate to, and shared....and I may not have seemed receptive. Sometimes I use my number, sometimes my name, and I'm getting better and better at feeling the universe is a caring, loving place regardless of all these struggles we go through.

Autumn, it is winter, and we will hibernate (lols) and rethink, and by spring, Oh I hope for so much because I know there is always joy to equal the hurt; in fact, to surpass it.

take care,
hugs,
pj
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