too much hypothetical....

so it what, like a month since your post?

Your baby has made all kinds of growth. Baby's are so great that way.

And rather than argue hypothetical scenarios (can't spell, too tired)....what's new?

Maybe she has a mental illness. I have a friend who has put up with a rather loony wife for 12 years. I heard her screaming the most horrible things at him once while she was on the phone with me. He just keeps raising the kids, he got her an apartment for a while, rehab, etc. Don't know the whole situation, but I have to admire him He figures she was okay until their 5th child (they lost it in sids) so he gets though it. She vacilitates between normal and nuts. She and I were friends but I finally realized I couldn't help her, and she moved far enough away that I didn't have to.

And me? I'm thinking I'm never going to make it 8 more years. The house isn't big enough for me to have my own room--I trying to sleep in the family room, and the girls have to cross past to get to their bedroom. I haven't slept for 3 months. Right now if I had the money, I would not have come home tonight. I suggested maybe I go to a hypnotherapist to help me sleep, and he asked how much that would cost, and said we couldn't afford it. Two months later (today) I found out that he bought my adult daughter glasses and paid for the others glasses,(at about $200 each) and that even though the acupuncturist only charges me a pittance ($15 a visit) it adds up, I see her every week for the pain that comes with not sleeping....that money is gone. Is he TRYING to make me get mad enough to leave? Maybe that is what our partners are doing. My husband is a good father, and I can't see how I can tear my kids up--but tonight, I hurt. And hurting, I feel like a little kid screaming at a parent...."I hate you". I'm just going to keep my mouth shut. But I did NOT want to come home tonight. And my spouse thinks it's all just me--he's just waiting for me to go back into deep depression....

sigh.

So what's up with you?
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