Re: con't

and back to "poor sleep". about 3 hours. worrying, even holding my fingers(there is a worry finger--Iwonder if I should have just gotten up and taken care of things....sigh...who knows. Got at least 2 hours before midnite, one after. Going to go do an enema--when all else fails. Did lay (lie?) there for 2 hours for the sake of circadian rhythms.

I'm tired; physically, spiritually, emotionally.....I have to hold it all together,
I have to let it all go,
I want to move faster,
I HAVE got to move slow
I'm tossing and turning,
My mind won't shut up
My body says,
My turn,
Or i'll......make you throw up!
Hwy, rhat's the best rhymn I could come up with. Off to the enema.....I'll be okay. I always am.

Love,
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