not that I'm not grateful....

tired, but grateful, worried, all those things.
It's a mixed bag, but I don't want to be an "old bag" "old hag" "tired nag"...

Now, I try to pull myself together, let it all go, and get the 299 things done I'd hoped to do....write them each a poem for Christmas, get one framed...etc etc...and I'm so tired already. I feel like crying. Okay, I am. Nope, wrong , can't.

My husband doesn't realize all the times he's done "it" (his last minute Christmas shopping) in one day, is because I plan it all out in my head, I am incredibly patient, and wonderful, and make it happen without spending huge amounts of money too! I hope they have a great time...and no expectations....give them up, pj....you said you weren't doing this craziness....and I'm going to do vicariously? no way, silly me!!!

Ya know, my husband is one of those people that drive me WILD--the ones that HONK at you if you goof up driving....don't move at a green light fast enough, or change lanes too close....but maybe since I told him there are anxious, stressed out woman out there that it really rattles he wont...smile....I'll just send a prayer and hope they can have WONDERFUL, WARM, HAPPY< spirit of Christmas day...and then I've got to let it go.I mmet them in 8 hours....so off I go. Or not. Maybe I should just get back in bed and do what I do the least of...sleep. Nope, I won't let myself do that....because I said I wold give them a gift from the heart, and I've got to thaw mine, refresh it, warm it, and get the stuff done. bye.
pj

oh, one little thing. Our car blew up and I'mgoing to find something reliable and wonderful for $2,600--and we'll put it on the credit line. Just amid all my other poetry and gifts. Because I'm always wonderful and I always make magic happen.Calling all angels--HELP!!!!

feel free to send prayers my way!!!
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