However....

That advice doesn't work at this point. Have you ever seen the "water" pictures by the Japanese guy? Well, my body is so worn down that I can't avoid the luxury of getting angry.....it's sad I let it go this far. I get hurt when I get angry, because I can't focus, and I'm tired of stubbed toes and burned arms, etc. The time for anger....there was a time for it, but I missed it. Now I have to learn what Autumn can teach me. Yes, there is justified anger...but my cells are desparate for laughter and joy, so I have to learn detachment.

Please don't take it your advice isn't good--it just depends where someone is at.

Take care, and I know you'll understand, even if I didn't say it perfectly.
peace and joy (eventually)
pj

also, people use numbers, I do sometimes....it's kind of a self esteem/fear thing. NOt everyone is healthy at every moment....and sometimes it's a wise choice. If I think a sibling might google my screen name....so yea, it's a fear thing. And I admit, I don't have the energy to fight the battles I used to. I guess I'll have to be like Barbara Streisand.....old movie...."I'm a lover, not a fighter".

That's where I'm at today...who knows what tomorrow will bring.
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