I don't even know whether to be happy or sad or I'm just wounded or what.
Been live-ins since October, had even talked about getting married. Had a HUGE drunken arguement last night, now he says he is done with me. Fight started over something sooo stupid, just a tiny little thing. Plus, I had not had a cig in 3 days and was a little testy, sure, but geez, if he cared, wouldn't he be supportive and not try to actually get me to smoke, just so i would lighten up? He is a major drinker as well, which I know isn't good.......but I do love him. He tried even to physically throw me out last night........I told him to get a 30 day notice! With no car, and no place to go.....I wasn't leaving. Looks like I'll have to soon, though. Now I remember WHY I stayed single so long prior to this. Thanks for letting me vent!