Thanks to both abalina and gala for reponding to my message. You have a point and I am going to work towards getting out. I know it's going to be tough but I will try... it's really comforting to know that people at curezone care and am giving me support while I am going through this myself here... Thanks so much.
Guess what, we spoke a while ago and he was surprised that I would be so upset!! Although he has no specific plans for our future... as he says he only lives by the day, he assured me that I have NOTHING to worry about for as long as he is around, he will take care of me!!! (whatever that means!) He also said that the second child should not affect our relationship (ha ha)!!
Whatever it is... I will brace myself and set myself free.