Thank you!
MrCooties thank for your words of encouragement I do need to hear them. I am a lucky father to have the two children also!
Yes my wife is depressed and on meds for it. Me I am more sad and angry than depressed (I think).
Angry - at the fact that I did not take a more proactive approach to these problems a long time ago.
Angry – that I allowed my children to go through what they have and will go through.
Angry – with myself and my wife that we allowed this situation get so out of hand.
How angry you may ask. Angry enough to not like what has happened but not so angry that I would let the anger take control of me and cause more problems. I have strong emotions and feelings when it relates to these issues and it is good for me to find a way to express them. Is this the right setting to express these feelings? I don’t know. This is the first time that I have ever gone on a forum of any kind and for me it has been good!
I never realized how much pent-up these feelings were until today. As I told Gala I am ok I feel much better now than I did earlier. I will continue to talk, write, and listen. Thank you!